speechless

Yes! two down! one to go.
I dah habis settle kan paper Account and Costing I today.
Rasa macam dah grad  kot okay itu macam hiperbola lah pulak kan.
Tapi okay lah, lega sikit. Tadi after test, my friend Aimi and I sempat lagi berjimba sebentar di kedai cendol dan McD. Kawan I mengidam nak makan McD. I pulak mengidam nak minum ais batu jagung dan kepok lekor dan gorang pisang. Okay sgt kontra di situ. Walaupun selalu bersama, sungguh berbeza lifestyle kami.

So now I still have one more test to go.
TAXATION. sgt susah. I don't know why or how or what but I memang not a big fan of taxation. For me subject ni sgt susah. Even ada chapter yang senang-senang tapi still, I sangat pening nak kira. Bukan takat pening je, more to geram. Kau tahu, dah lah jawatan CEO lah managing director lah segala yang tinggi melangit position, tapi dia punya benefits sumpah banyak. All kinds of benefits dia dapat. Driver, company car, rumah. Company bayarkan tu, company bayarkan ni. Dah by the end of the month, dapat gaji. Gaji yang dapat tu nak buat ape? Ni sume yang orang kaya makin kaya, orang miskin makin miskin. Tapi ini yang menyebabkan I lagi rajin berjimba berusaha untuk berjaya. Nanti lagi tinggi position I in a company lagi best lah I shopping banyak yang I dapat simpan untuk hari tua.

stupid love triangle

Hmm, tadi masa on the way balik college, I selisih dgn kawan I. Entah lah, bila I borak2 jap tadi, perasaan I jadi bercampur baur. All mixed up. Marah, sedih, kecewa, gembira, suka, perit. You name it. I suka sebab I dah lama tak jumpa, I mean we used to be very close so bile terserempak tu rase seronok lah dapat bual2 kejap. Tapi I sedih bila teringat kan benda lama. Macam mane two persons who really closed before boleh jadi macam completely strangers now. And I mmg marah sebab.... I berani cakap. Salah satu main factor 'rumah tangga I hancur berkecai' was because of this friend. yang ni mmg I bengang, marah, kecewa dan sedih. tapi nak buat macam mane, Kalau I tak ikut kan sgt hati, perasaan dan darah muda ni I rasa mesti I'd still be happy with my ex sampai sekarang.

p/s : I miss you S !

Malan ni I kerja department TAXATION. So sila lah bayar cukai anda ye!

finishing school

It has been the longgggg day for me. Pagi tadi I ada test AIS, pukul 10-12. Then I keluar to have lunch with a friend. Bajet nak berjimba pulak kan mmg tak lah since I still have 2 more paper to go.

Test tadi okay lah. Since I pun study sampai overdose kan. So pagi tadi pun I dgn penuh keyakinan menjawab soalan2 pasal MYOB and other accounting + computerization stuff. Jawab je ape2 yang ingat. Ape yang tinggal tu mintak halal lah kan. Yang tembak2 je tu pun harap2 mengenai sasaran lah.


But then at 2.30 I ada modul ni ha, finishing school where we were given a talk about how life after dip graduating. Basically, overall was about interview and other job descriptions and also benda2 lain lah I pun takda lah pay attention sgt sebab penat study malam tadi and jawab test tadi tak hilang lagi. I just borak2 je dgn kawan2 I and sometimes I laid my eyes on the screen when they mentioned the word salary and other benefits that your company will provide you with. Well, I nnti insyaAllah 3 4 tahun lagi akan habis belajar dan kerja,. So I pun kena lah amek tahu jugak sikit2 kan.


I just got a call from my mom. As we speak, my whole family members dari yang kecil hingga lah ke tua semuanya ada kat kg sekarang. My cousins sisters and brothers pun sama. Oh okay sgt sayu hati ini memandangkan I sekali lagi akan terlepas menyambut puasa with family. My family just like any other Malay families. Sambut puasa with rendang and lemang bagai.Kinda pre-eid mubarak celebration. And also, biasanya kalau dah ramai2 macam nu, my aunts akan masak yang sedap2 and in large portion. Even kami tak ramai tapi bile dah gather semua orang macam ni, mmg sedap lah makan. Diet pantang larang sume langgar je.  I tgh comment dgn my cousin on Fb, and she tolls me tadi masa diorang on the way balik kg boleh pulak siap pergi makan A&W kan. Itu I boleh tahan lagi, Yang tak boleh blah nye when she mentioned the word 'sedap nye uncle masak! I dah bayang kan malam ni mesti dorang bedal lemang and rendang tu cukup2. Dapat pulak the kids are there and kak amy I yang kerja kat Sarawak pun balik. Ohhhh somebody please take me home, my Kg Kuala Kepis where all my family members are going to have very special dishes tonight :'(

rindu nak makan kat dining table grandmother I :'(

ohhh please lah !

bekas makanan tu the next day baru masuk tong sebab malamnya I dah tak larat nak keluar bilik pun!

All these studying things have taken its toll on me wah! ayat bajet nak mampus. I sekarang ni tgh bergelut dgn common tests. I have 3 papers to go. One is on tomorrow morning which is Acc Info System. The thing is esok also I ada modul part 5 on Finishing School. So the plan is I pergi modul until 9.++ then pergi jawab paper tu for 2 hours then tghari pergi sambung modul balik. Hopefully everything runs smoothly tomorrow!

mama see this :))

As for today, I bgn agak awal hari ni. Awal dari biasa lah kan. Pukul 8.30 I dah bgn. Jemur baju, and basuh more baju. Memang I rase macam Bree jugak lah kan. Then I pergi bekpes dgn Aimi kat luar campus. Then kami balik ke bilik I to study together. Sampai matahari atas kepala baru lah kami break ecewah :). Tapi siyes woo! Penat study je hari ni.Ye lah, I ade 3 subject nak kena cover. Aimi ada 2 paper. Tak ke tertonggeng kami study jadinya?

At night pulak we went out for dinner at laila. Tapi tonight Aimi tak study dgn I, malam ni we decided to study on our own. Esok maybe together2 balik teheee!!  So okay lah I pun nak sambung study ni adiosss and pleaseeeeeee wish me luck :))

overdose note AIS

p/s : I sedih nak balik sambut raya dgn mama :'(

A little less 16 candles

Remember last night I cerita pasal my Law presentation ? Yeah, finally its over yooo! I successfully presented my case masa tutorial session tadi. Luckily m case wasn't that hard compared to others tapi payah jugak lah nak explain. Alah mengada2 lah. dah kate belajar mana ada yang senang nak senang g kawen nuh habes crita. Tapi tapi tapi! Habis je present tu macam dah wajib lah pulak kan snap gmbar before duduk balik :D
And also, to make things better worst, I have law quiz this coming Tuesday on company topic!

this is the first group yang kena bicara  discuss case dorang.

que, aimi, and ekin.

ni pulak second group yang present tadi :)
mimi , jihan, and me!

thanks to girl for the photo :)

Lepas turun naik mahkamah tu, we had another calls which was Bel 313 class. Eh, entah la I rase macam tu lah kot code die. I pun tak berapa nak ingat. Pergi class, tapi lecturer pulak absent ! toink toink! Rase ,acam nak blah awal je tapi of course lah, mana ada lecturer yang nak lepaskan student die senang2 macam tu je tanpa bagi kerja kan? So yaeh, I officially ada new assessment to submit before raya!

el yang hot stuff :)

ehh come on chill la!

As always, hari Isnin is one of the packed classes for me. To make things worst, tomorrow which is Tuesday, lagi lah yang teramat packed! I have four straight classes. Takda break lansung. Tapi khabarnya, class AIS telah di tunda yahooo! khabarnya lah. Khabar angin ni kadang2 buat menyirap jek! And also, esok I ada presentation for my law class. Giler lah sekarang baru nak type nak print esok then photostat then nak present at 10.15. ni baru namanya melayu sejati buat kerja last minute. Ni kalau tetibe malam ni black out satu Dungun sampai pagi esok, maun aku pergi KT just nak settle kan hand out ni ohhh jgn lah macam tu please!

pergi court mintak cerai pakai macam ni boleh tak :D

So esok is one of my big day. I ada presentation and also this presentation agak tinggi markahnya. So I'm really hoping to do my best. Tadi pun I prgi lepak rumah jihan sebab die and I kan satu group so dia tolong I with my case yang memeningkan ni. Nak cakap byk pun, I tgh blur since this case is about bringing in a new partner into your firm. Tak tahu lah tapi in my opinion, apa salahnya kan if you bring someone new into your firm. Bukan lah nak menegak kan perumpamaan ' the more the merrier ' tapi when you bring in someone new into your firm, bukan ke lagi byk idea boleh dicurahkan and usually these new people mmg akan menbawa idea yang memberansangkan dan sudah tentunya fresh ideas, And also, you can gain more profits since the new partner will contribute capital to your firm/company. But, in the eyes of law, you can only bring new partner with the consent of all partners. So if sorang taknak then tak dapat la deh, g ah cari firm lain!

So basically that is what I am going to present tomorrow morning.! Wish me luck :)

jalan tar to jalan imbi

Last Thursday, my fren and I, Azza went to KL and to be precised, we went to Jalan TAR. dah kate tak lame lagi nak puasa so kami pun dgn semangatnya pergi lah memandu ke sana untuk habiskan duit yang takda.

The first thing we did was..., Azza fetched me in Seremban around 9 macam tu. Amek kau pagi2 lagi dah bgn bersemangat nak sopink. After that, we went to have breakfast at OT Senawang. Nak jalan jauh ni so kena lah bersarapan. Bekpest masing2 nak mamak style je. We had roti canai, roti telur kari kambing dan teh o ais limau. Dah kate melayu, wajib kot makan macam ni. Takkan pagi2 lagi nak minum fresh orange pulak kan.

So dgn perut yang kenyang dah berbekalkan google map yang Azza saved kat dalam phone die, kami pun memulakan perjalanan ke Jalan TAR. Perhh, macam nak p Alor Setar lah cuak die puii puii! Pagi2 macam ni Azza lah yang drive, sebab die semangat lagi tu. I pulak jadi co-pilot, keluar je tol Sg Besi tu menggelupur lah masing2 tgk google map tu. nasib baekk sgt lah senang. Actually, before this kalau I keluar prgi Sogo, mmg naik public transport. dapat pulak KTM from Seremban tu die straight je to Bank Negara. Tak payah tukar2 train or nak kena jalan macam nak naik Monorail to Times Square.

So dah sampai je tu, kami park dekat Sogo then jalan2 dalam sogo jap. Geram je tgk sogo nih pulak memanjang sale. ni sume yang menipiskan purse :-/. Biler dah sampai Jalan TAR tu, memang rambang mata lah kan. And and and! Azza successfully influenced me to buy these pashmina tudungs. Eh, sejak biler I pakai tudung I pun tak tahu tapi biler tgk member beli, I jadi nak bali jugak kan. So I managed to get these purple and maroon-brown pasmina. For me and my mum. Tak pasal je balik Dungun nnti kena belajar lilit2 tudung!
And also, I beli baju kurung! for raya lah of course. tapi baru dapat sepasang je. tu pun dah berape rat dah kot. Nanti bulan pose I nak balik awal lah for raya, dapat prgi TAR lagi, boleh shopping lagi :))

Eventhough kami dah macam orang-kaya-baru-yang-gayat-tak-pernah-pegang-duit dah spend byk gilerr kat TAR, we still managed to go to Times Square.yang ni I pulak drive. Okay nak tercabut jantung dah longgar lutut sebab jalan rj chulan tu biler nye tak busy kau cakap kat aku? nasib baik auto kalau tak aku surrender awal2 dah. jadi co-pilot je.

I bought this beg sebab I ada beli maxi dress black white also.

sikit je ni, sebab I rapat2 kan saf shopping bags ni :)

Dah habis shopping kat TS tu, we decided to blah dari KL awal sebab nak avoid jammed tima orang keluar office. So before 4.30 lagi kami dah keluar dari KL and heading Seremban via highway to Putrajaya. Since kereta tak banyk dapat lah reached Seremban around 6 macam tu. Then tak cukup with Jalan TAR adn TS, kitorang melahu kat Jusco pulak. Tak da motif pun sebenarnya. Just taknak balik rumah lagi je hahaha boleh tak bagi alasan macam tu :D.

At the end, 10 lebih gak sampai rumah sebab prgi pilah to have dinner with Awin and Ain. As always, nasi lemak ayam and teh o' ais limau. I just love you so much Pilah :))

hari jalan sedunia

Hari ni I bangun lambat sikit. Sebab malam tadi tidur lambat. ' boy, I was waiting for your call, malangnya still tak da ape2 lagi, sedihnya hati ni '.
okay so after the longgg wait, I finally fell asleep. tapi i tak ingat what time.So disebabkan kesiangan pagi tadi, menggelabah jugak lah I biler bgn tu sebab I dah plan nak cook for lunch today. And also, I had like a lot of stufffffffffffffffffff to do. A lot of chores to be done. So pagi tengahari tu biler dah bgn I cepat2 buat semua kerja rumah yang tergendala tu.

~ basuh pinggan
~ laundry
~ kemas rumah
~ masak.

okay, true housewife lah I. So kepada mak cik yang sedang mmbaca blog saya ni, ada harapan jadi calon menantu tak ;). Except for bangun lmbat tu, itu sebab malamnya saya penat sgt, selalunya tak macam tu. Selalunya bgn awal, seawal 6.30 sebab nak buat sarapan dan mengejutkan seisi rumah untuk bersiap ke sekolah dan ke tempat krja :D

then, petang tu pulak I ikut mother I prgi sekolah, ada koko katanya. I pulak rase macam bosan je kat rumah. +, mama I ada buat quiz kesihatan kat sek die time koko tu. So boleh lah I mengisi masa lapang dgn all these health stuff. lepas tu, I gedik2 lah pulak prgi main net ball dgn budak2 perempuan. Eh, mmg la girls. ada ke boys yang main netball? Sumpah lepas giannnnnn bai!

Since I dah plan nak prgi karoke dgn Awin, makanya mama dgn baik hati telah meng-drive-kan I ke pekan Kuala Pilah pada petangnya itu, setelah tamat sesi kokurikulum di sekolah. perhh ayat nak bajet je. I ada show dgn Aina nd Ain kat pilah perdana. Satu jam je, nak nyanyi lama2 tak feel pulak kan. Ceh tak feel konon, padahal lagu masing - masing tak gampang tak sah! * mood putus cinta *

Ada lagi ada lagi...., then dah penat2 menyanyi of course lah perut lu pun sama nyanyi kan. Kitorang pun decided to go to pilah street to have our dinner. Like always, I took nasi lemak ayam berempah. Let me get this clear, it is my favourite meal hete at pilah street! Takda lah sedapppp gilerr tau tapi I suka ayam die!! hahaha! Awin pun dah complaint sebab for these past a few times kami makan malam kat sini, I always take the same meal. Tak muak lagi :). And thank you Awin for the ride home :)

And and and..., I reached home around 8pm macam tu. Then kawan I from Sban ajak keluar pulak. Damn, nak say no mmg tak lah kan. So 8.30 tu I keluar lagi and we were heading to Seremban. Steamboat bai sape nak let go mmg tak lah kan!

dah nak pukul 0030 baru lah I smpai rumah. Itu pun I balik awal sebab kunci rumah tertinggal. I didn't bring it along so kena lah balik before mama tidur. Basically this is how I lived today. Esok tak tahu lagi lah macam mane sebab mendengar dari cerita rakan2, esok nak keluar berjimba lagii!!!
 okay nak tidur goodnite :)

albus severus potter

semalam kan hari ahad. Mengada2 kan? hari ahad lah kau nak keluar padal ada cuti seminggu, nak jugak menyemak dgn suem orang on Sunday. Macam tak da hari lain je nak keluar. Saje je, nak cuci2 mata :D
Yesterday's plan was just to have lunch with the girls. So kitorang just lepak2 kat Pilah je prgi makan KFC. Lepas tu masa I hantar Nadia balik, I macam rase nak prgi Seremban pulak. I offered to drive Nadia to Seremban, and also I mintak Awin teman kan. Kalau balik lambat tak da takut sgt nnti.

So I smpai Seremban je I terus drop nadia kat Terminal 1 sebab she and her sister was in rush nak balik KL. And it was only 6pm, takkan I and Awin nak balik rumah dah kan. dah lah jalan jammed yang ku tempuh tadi, takkan nak sia2 kan perjalanan yang mencabar tadi macam tu je? So both of us decided to merayau2 kat jusco dulu. usha2 movie tgk ada harry potter. tapi seat depan2 jugak la. Ingat nak tgk 3D, tapi pukul 8.40 malam, mmg tak la kan. So kitorang berdua tgh yang biase2 je. Biase2 je pun melopong jugak la!

Well, I taknak lah buat ape2 review pasal movie tu kat sini kang ada pulak yang bengang so kalau nak tahu prgi lah tgk but what can I say here is I realy enjoyed the movie. yang I tak suke nye was that Fred I mati! waaaa sumpah sedih giler masa tu! okay dah taknak cakap pasal harry potter lagi :'(

Kami balik dari Jusco dalam pukul 10 macam tu. Tapi singgah dinner dulu kat Pilah Street, with Fendi too. yang kurang meriahnya sebab macam tak cukup korum. nadia, tirah, apiz, ain and even haziq pun tak da. But, never mind, even though it was only me and this high school lovers , we still had fun by making fun of ourselves and also others that didn't join us :p

you'll never walk alone

well macam yang ramai orang tau, I prgi gk Liverpool match hari tu. It was like an amazing experience for me. To be honest, this was the first football match that I watched live at the stadium. Well, orang maybe gelak cakap ek'eleh baru pestime, eh hello, at least first match I tgk liverpool vs malaysia okay? bukan some teams yang main entah ape2 :p

I went with family and friends so tak byk lah pix yang dalam camera I. camera cap ayam ni tak best lah snap photo. Luckily my fren here bawak camera yang riban2 tu kan so I pun mintak lah die snap gmbar I sebanyak yang mungkin :p. My dear cousin pulak shy shy cat nak amek gmbar mmg rugi lah kan :p. Btw, thanks 'you' for the pictures. tapi i tak dapat upload lagi kat sini because kawan I ni busy krja so tak da tie lagi nak upload gmbar2 tu sume.

anfield lah sgt :D

Malaysian sticker :)

go Malaysia!

Malaysian boys heating up!

liverpool training session

malas nak cakap banyak tgk pics je lah ye tu la ajak tak nak prgi tgk sape yang rugi

mana boleh upload banyak2 tak exclusive lah!

gua dah ada kat rumah day 1

thats the way I like itt!!

I am finally home!

for gazillion times! I kat rumah! I tgh cuti seminggu, mid term break so I ada seminggu nak rehat2 kat rumah, makan minum free, tgk tv sampai lebam, tido pakai air-cond sampai matahari atas kepala. keluar rumah pukul 12 malam baru balik. semua2 nye lah!

ohhh okay baru teringat lepas mid term break ada common test okay nak study bye :)

satu minggu yang boleh di cop bizi lah juga

Well, tak dah bizi mana pun this week since we only had law test, a lot of financial acc tutorials to be done and also things like kumpul merit and other things like.., entah la. I pun tak tahu kenapa this week can be considered as a hectic one. Maybe kah sebab I am going home tonight??

I just finished my financial acc class. Madam hari ni mood baik, so even tutorial tak complete mana, dgn balance shit sheet sume tak buat tapi still telinga tak kena tarik lagiiii :) Mood madam baik sebab hari ni last kami jumpa before balik cuti kot? 


And also, I have like a lottt of stuff to pack. Banyak gile barang I tak kemas lagi. Baju jemur pagi tadi pun I tak angkat lagi. dah lah kat luar tu macam nak hujan. Kang hujan dah turun baru lah menggelabah pakai selipar jamban lari2 keluar angkat baju. 


So malam ni I nak balik Perth Pilah for mid term break, about 10 days. and my friends will drive me to KLIA Bus Station Dungun. Bus I malam nanti, so lambat2 lah sikit packing. Ini lah di kata kan Melayu sejati. I sampai Pilah dalam pukul 4 pagi, sgt di nihari :-/ macam tu kot. Mama will pick me up then balik rumah boleh sambung tidur. Sangat tak seronok tidur dalam bus :(


And and and and , I am off to Stadium Nasional Bukit Jalil for LIVERPOOL TRAINING SESSION yahooooooo!! I'm going with my dear cousin sister. Nanti balik training I'll try upload a few photos okay :)

hari minggu yang tetttt

Last weekend was the boring weekend for me. Actually, it was the first real weekend yang I spent here at Dungun since this new semester started. Loser giler kan? ye lah, before this ada modul lah, balik lah ape lah. So last weekend je yang I betul2 dapat berehat sikit. Tapi tak lah berehat mana pun since I will be having law test on Tuesday, tax quiz on Monday and also a lot of Financial Acc tutorials to be done, kalau tak nanti telinga kena tarik dgn Madam Far tu. kelakar tak budak Dip in Acc part5 kena tarik telinga sebab tak siap tutorial?? Sumpah macam budak dajah 5.

And to make things worst, I had this bad sore throat due to kekurangan air dalam badan? I have been having this cough since last Wednesday. Very bad one. Susah lah macam ni, nanti weekend ni I dah nak pergi tgk Liverpool punya match kat Bukit Jalil. Damn..... Not a perfect timing for you to pay me a visit, cough!

And speaking of classes and educational stuff, since I will be having my mid term break in another 4 days time, so sekarang ni lah time yang sgt2 tak di sukai oleh student. Hari ni ada test, esok pulak kau kena submit Bel punya work, then kena study lagi sebab esok nya tu pulak ada quiz lagi. And ada lagi kerja Bel yang kena submit before cuti. Tak ke ini semua memberi tekanan kepada para pelajar? Kadang2 geram jugak sebab dan2 tu lah ada itu lah ada ini lah. Ini semua yang mematikan keterujaan nak balik rumah bercuti nih! hahhh amek kau BM aku!

Okay, actually I dah amek ubat batuk tadi so mata sgt lah berat sekarang ni. Note law yang tgh di baca ni pun rasanya memang takkan sempat khatam malam ni. So I nak sambung sikit je lagi study ni then I nak pergi beradu. FYI, law note is a best bed time story ever :)

flora by gucci

owhhh yeahhhh!!
I just received this parcel from home!
to be precised, from mummy!
Tadi balik dari class je I straight pergi office tenggol sebab mama cakap mama dah pos kan parcel tu ptg semalam. Memandangkan skynet mendapat nama yang baik dalam keluarga kami, jadi apa2 saje yang hendak di pos mesti pakai perkhidmatan skynet ni. Dulu masa I part 2, I pos kan my scooter ego tu to Dungun. Sangat cepat. Tuan dia baru nak gerak dari Pilah, ego tu dah sampai Dungun dah pun......

Okay, back to my main topic....
I nak bukak present ni cepat4!
Nak bukak present mesti ada steps tau wooot!

Thank you mummy for the lovely birthday present. For the record, I memang kepingin bangat perfume ni since dia mula2 keluar dulu. Tapi tak nak lah beli miniature ape barang. Xpun yang celup punya memang tak lah kan. Now I got it at 50ml and also as a birthday present from my dear mummy yoww!! God, what more can i wish for? Thanks again mom and I love you :)

20th birthday celebration...

happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to bella...
happy birthday to me..!!
wooooooo nyanyi untuk diri sendiri..

Okay, I am officially 20 now..
woot woot!!

And...!!
the greatest part is that......
kawan2 I yang NR tu, which was Jihan, Que, Aimi nadia, Mimi and Ekien and also Duyung princess, L they came to my room here at tenggol just to celebrate my birthday!! I was glued to my chair mase dorang datang tu.
meh nak cita sikit!
At first, around 9.30 macam tu, kitorang sume study kat library. Then 10.30 macam tu kitorang gerak dari library tu. Mimi and the rest cakap nak prgi lepak kat kedai after study so okay la, mmg I tak dapat join sebab I duduk dalam. Then after hugs and kisses, I pun balik tenggol. After that, around 11.40 macam tu I got a call from Jihan, asking about my so-called-missing-lappy. Then after we hang up, a few minutes later all of them ada dah kat depan pintu bilik I!! God! I was glued to my chair! masa dorang nyanyi lagu birthday tu I tak gerak2 pun dari kerusi ni. Speechless sungguh!

Then after I blew the candles, we hangout for about 30 mins in my room. Lepak2, borak2, suap2..
hheheh.! It was a real fun. Too bad this is the last time we are going to celebarate birthdays here in UiTM. next year dah habis dah, insyaAllah semua orang grad on time.! So big chances next year celebration will be somewhere in KL or Malacca perhaps ;)
woot woot!!

Girls, thanks for the cake and the mini celebration. and also thanks for all the wishes via text msg and facebook and twitter. I really appreciate it. And yes, I know. In this almost two years of friendship, we have our ups and downs. happy and sad. making out and fights. But we know, all of those things are things that happen in all friendships. And, by the end of the day we'll stick together :)

p/s : pics and videos kat hp que, nnti dah dapat I upload okay :)

sakitnya rindu ni...

sakinya rindu ni.. is the novel from yoyo series. This book is the 5th book and it consists only a series which is 13th series, not like the previous 4 books that each contains 3 series.
As everybody knows, I have broken up with my boyfriend so this book doesn't really help me in grieving. But I still read it last night. When I did, I highlighted a few lines and scenes in this book that really cought my eye.

 1st :
Yonna : Terima kasih atas nasihat kau tu. Aku pun fikir macam tu. Aku tak boleh buat hidup aku merana macam ni. kecewa tu memanglah kecewa tapi aku masih ada ramai ahli keluarga dan kawan-kawan yang boleh membahagiakan hidup aku. Biarlah, kalau dah memang takdir aku harus kehilangan Kuzer, aku takkan kesal dengan takdir hidup aku.

 2nd :
Yonna : Tak tahulah. Tapi aku masih kenang dia sebagai sahabat yang baik. Aku takkan lupa semua tu. Aku masih waras. Dapat beza antara baik dan buruk. Aku takkan campur aduk dua unsur tu. Aku masih belum keliru. Dia memang seorang lelaki yang baik sebelum ni.
Tatty : Selama ni semua orang tahu betapa Kuzre tu seorang lelaki yang baik. Pasangan sempurna dan paling secocok untuk kau. Korang selalu aman. Tak ada problem lansung. Tapi dia tinggalkan kau juga akhirnya.

3rd :
Yonna : Aku cakap yang betul. Aku ni sebagai contoh. Dulu, masa dia ada, aku suka cabar dia. Aku selalu buat dia marah and sakit hati. And now he's gone. Dah tak ada lagi tempat aku nak bermanja dan buat perangai.
Tatty diam. Dia tahu benar perjalanan kisah cinta Yonna dan Kuzer. Dia tahu betapa Kuzer sayangkan Yonna. Lelaki itu selalu beralah dengan kerenah Yonna. Amat sabar dengan kerenah Yonna yang ada masa-masanya tidah mudah hendak diduga. Kuzer amat sayangkan Yonna. Kuzer tidak pernah merungut. Malah dia melayan Yonna dengan penuh kasih sayang. Diberi sepenuh perhatian dan dicurah segenap kasih sayangnya pada Yonna. Walau ada masanya Kuzer memang suka menyakat dan membuli Yonna tetapi semua itu tidak pernah mengubah hakikat yang sebenar; bahawa dia teramat sayangkan Tengku Ain Yohanna!
        " Tapi aku yakin dia pasti akan kembali ke pangkuan aku satu masa nanti. Aku pasti! " Ujar Yonna penuh yakin. Wajahnya berseri dan bercahaya. Dia kelihatan amat mengharapkan agar kata-katanya itu menjadi kenyataan.
        " Confirmed?"
Yakin sungguh. Tapi larat ke kau tunggu dia, Yonna? Entah bila mamat tu akan muncul? Dia kat mana pun kita tak tahu.
       " Confident?"
       " Hundred percent. Berani poting jari! "
Aku tak sanggup tengok kau menangis lagi, Yonna. Selama mana kau sanggup tunggu? Larat kau menangis siang malam sampai dia muncul? Aku kesian tengok kau macam pungguk rindukan bulan.
      " Bila?"
Yonna menjongketkan bahu. Dia tersenyum kelat.
      " Someday...."
Aduh, kesian sunggup aku tengok kau. Setianya kau pada Kuzer. Tapi bagaimana kalau penantian kau ni sia-sia? Aku tak sanggup tengok pengakhiran penantian kau ni. Aku tak sanggup!
     " Dan kau akan tunggu?"
Yonna angguk.
     " Sampai bila-bila?"
Yonna angguk lagi.

Ya Allah, kau kasihanilah sahabatku yang seorang ni. Jangan kecewakan dia. Janganlah dihampakan harapannya. Sesungguhnya dia seorang anak yang baik. Aku tahu dia sayangkan Kuzer. Aku juga percaya dia takkan berbohong. Tentunya dia akan menunggu Kuzer pulang. Tapi, aku tak mahu melihat dia hampa.
     " Sampai bila?"
     " Till the day I die!"
     " Karut!"
    " Ni bukan soal karut. Aku serious. kau tahukan, aku tak pernah main-main. Apa yang aku cakap, aku akan buat"
    " Biar betul kau ni?" Takkan sampai macam tu?"
Yonna tersenyum. Dia tahu Tatty marah padanya. Tatty mungkin tidak boleh menerima pendirian dan keputusannya. Tetapi dia sudah menetapkan begitu. Selagi dia mampu, dia akan menunggu kepulangan Kuzer. Tidak kira berapa lama sekali pun. Dia rela. Kerana dia mahu Kuzer datang dan menjelaskan alasan mengapa dan kenapa semua ini berlaku.
     " You are crazy! "
     " Katalah apa pun. Aku tak kisah " Ujar Yonna selamba.

all these are some of the dialogues that I took from that novel. It was written by Liana Afiera Malik.

Boy, you really should know how I feel. You promised me you will not ever ever ever become Kuzer. But you did :'(